Reading
You will be playing more of a sideline role today. You won't be the main star of your life, meaning you won't be the one really in charge of your day. Things won't be structured strictly around you. They will be lax, but you will still be following more and leading less. You will be doing the things you do more because you are just there and you're nice to have around and its not any extra effort on anyone else's part.
Result
For the morning I did play a sideline role (which I knew). I was just kind of the driver and just kind of tagged along (not by choice) to the picnic. There was a modified schedule and additional errands to do but I just kind of went with it. And normally I would've been like, can we go home now? at the picnic but today I just went with the flow.
I did ask to play clue later on and so I kind of took the lead there. But then I started talking to my brother about his career and he ended up taking the lead again (I was trying to lead it but he kept getting things sidetracked) and also the discussion was centered around him and his future and I was more of the counselor/guidance kind of role.
ReadingYou will be around as a form of support. You won't be closed off to the fact that you won't be able to make your own calls today. You will be open to this, not necessarily because you want to be, but maybe because you have to but you're fine with that. You are fine with the fact that you will be going along with whatever schedules are already in place. You are just going along with things.
Result
I did serve as support today. I knew I would be supporting by driving the car around to different places and by carrying the picnic stuff around. But I didn't realize there would also be a literal meaning to that as well. I ended up being an actual support structure for my mom when she was putting her shoes on. She just grabbed onto me so she wouldn't wobble and then told me (jokingly) that at least I was good for something.
ReadingYou will feel a sense of awe and wonder about nature today. You will look at it and notice its magnificence. Its beauty, magic and calm. You will feel small in the midst of nature and the universe, but also you will feel good, on top of the world, taken care of. At the same time you will feel big with respect to society and mankind. You know you can overcome the boundaries that are laid by mankind. You are bigger than that. Society is bland and you know you can climb the ladder and be victorious.
Result
I did really enjoy nature today but not to the extent that was mentioned in my reading. I probably would've enjoyed it more than I did but I didn't want to influence things and kept thinking about the reading and analyzing whether I was awed enough and in analyzing how I felt I wasn't able to enjoy. But I did see butterflies and pigeons cooing which always makes me very nature-happy.I guess you could say that I did think today that coming out on top in the world is 'easy'. I didn't know how that would play out actually. I expected it around the nature/picnic time but no dice. And actually I didn't realize it until I started writing this very paragraph that this was the entire discussion I had with my brother tonight for over two hours. He doesn't want to be a futurologist because he thinks he won't make much money and I spent over two hours telling him that he should because he does it all the time anyways naturally and has a natural talent and that it would be so awesome because he could come up with his own predictions, write a book and be famous and have people want to have him do public speaking, lead think tanks, companies would want to know his advice on what products to bring out and if he didn't want to work for a corporation he could start his own futurology 'lab' and have people do research for his theories so he could write more books. The theme was, why work for a company when you can just do everything yourself, become famous and it will be almost a piece of cake with a tiny bit of work and time for people to realize your amazingness.
ReadingAgain you will be following a set shape today. You won't be moving along with enthusiasm and vigor. You will be sliding along as the day progresses. You won't be excited about it, but you won't be pushing against anything either. You will just accept things as they are for the most part
Result
I did go with the flow and didn't push back at all with the day's plan. For the entire day I just went with whatever happened. Usually I have something that I would rather be doing (especially at the specific time that my mom scheduled her plans where I had to participate - its when I webcam with my bf) but I think that since yesterday I had pretty much accepted that I wouldn't have any control over my day and that I wanted to spend it relaxing since I have to go back to work tomorrow so I figured I might as well enjoy myself whatever I end up having to do - I moved with things since I had accepted my fate for that day but I wasn't enthusiastic). And also one of the things that I wanted to do today and that originally caused my very strong push back yesterday (I usually talk to my bf at the time that my mom wanted to do the picnic and I was upset because this is the only week when I get to webcam this much with him and I felt like she was taking away/wasting a day) cleared itself up today so I had nothing that I needed or wanted to do today (he ended up calling me early in the morning and wasn't able to talk to me today anyways so I didn't feel like I was missing out on anything). There was no reason to push back. Also I normally get annoyed when people in my family complain because the people who complain are ALWAYS complaining about everything no matter what. And today I was just like, whatever.
ReadingIt seems like something might anger you or get you all heated up. You will almost launch a fireball and just before it explodes, it will disappear. Your anger will vanish, you will relax, and you won't explode in a way that scares others (no one will know just how angry you got). You will feel like even though you didn't physically show your anger, the anger that you had within you will radiate outwards into the space around you. You fear that you might send bad vibes out that can be detected by others around you or that you will send out bad vibes to the universe that will cause unwanted results later on. But not to worry. It seems like this anger will not transpire into negative things in the future. It will actually be quite insignificant. Things will proceed forward, maybe confusingly, but completely harmlessly and very naturally and flowingly.
ResultAs for the fireball/anger thing there were some times when I got annoyed and wanted to snap but I held back. I was trying not to get mad since I knew that I might. Instead I just kind of excused myself from the situations. I also made sure not to fight with my brother because normally if we talk to each other for more than 5 minutes he ends up saying something to me that makes me erupt. But I'm not sure what would've happened had I not been watching myself. It could go either way.
Actually now that I think about it I did almost erupt when we watched Chopped today because I was arguing with my family about whether the competition was fair or not and it got heated for a second there. But I just let it go. Huh.
ReadingYou may feel feminine and girly (in a way that you'll like - not in a way that you hate). You will feel stylish and fashionable in some way. Maybe more confident and fun. Kind of catty (but not in a bad way), maybe glamorous.
Result
I wouldn't say I felt girlish or more confident than usual or anything along those lines. I only felt it after I got the feeling from the reading but that was it. I did end up looking up imdb pics of two girls with my brother that were in recent movies that we watched and I thought their hair was nice and thought about my hair but I don't think that fits quite honestly.
ReadingYou will also feel kind of lazy and relaxed and will kind spend time basking and wasting time (but you won't waste as much time as your usual).
Result
I was pretty lazy and relaxed and it wasn't like my usual. Normally I'm in my room reading blogs, surfing the net, watching youtube videos but today I actually spent time being relaxed while doing stuff like playing with family, talking to my brother about his career, etc. So my body was lazying but my mind was productive. NOW I'm lazying all around. I did bask in the gorgeous weather outside while on our picnic. The temperature and the wind and the sun were all very relaxing. Also my mentality for most of the day became to relax since I have to go back to work tomorrow. I wanted to completely enjoy and savor every moment of my last day of vacation.
My overall analysis
Overall I would say that the reading did hit on most of the elements of my day, some that I knew about before my reading and some that I didn't but some of it didn't happen quite the way I thought it would (like for the overcoming mankind boundaries one I thought it would be more of a feeling that I would have but instead it was more of a discussion, granted it was over two hours long which is kind of a big deal)
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